Fatal Love;

Long ago I gave up asking why you wanted me
I did in the beginning, but you made it clear you would end it should I persist with my questions.
After that there was never a discussion, we never seemed to exchange words.
It was all mindless self-indulgence
We aren't a couple are we?
You're my artificial lover
I'm your secret sin
Because there is no love.
Even if I love you.
Sometimes you stay, and I remain awake as you curl about me in your sleep
I can pretend you love me when you cuddle up to me
I like it when you sleep
I can tell myself it's really love.
I often wonder how such a small bed can feel so empty.
It feels just as empty whether you're here or not
Crying silently, I feel as hallow as your eyes
For awhile I was able to pretend
But all my smiles were fake.
But I'm slowly realizing that this is killing me
Your presence is like poison.
I feel certain your kisses will be the death of me
Each caress each fight, I can feel myself breaking
You're a deadly addiction.
Can't you see my pain?
Or maybe you don't care.
But you turned your back again
Is that your answer?
The silence between us only makes it worse.
The cracks are forming
......
I'm reaching the end of this desolate road as the edge grows near.
Will you mourn me?
Miss me?
Will another take my place?
In the end it doesn't really matter.
I just want to step over the edge.
My artificial lover I have no more love to give.



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